Shadow Healing (Blue Roses)

You are the only person who will be able to tell you what decisions to make or how you live your life because you will be the one to deal with the outcome of those decisions. A year ago I decided that what  I wanted to begin doing was pursuing my purpose. All of my life I have felt as if my creative side would be what led me to where I needed to be. However, over the years people make you feel like your dreams and goals are nonrealistic. Due to that, you doubt yourself even more than you more than likely already were. You have all been programmed to believe that the only way a person can truly be happy is if they do as they have been taught to do. Go to school for the majority of their life, over and over again learning about the same or similar things in different ways. Keeping them in debt for years after their 60's s they are unable to retire or relax at all as formerly promised. Our souls are little by little being sucked away from our bodies in more ways than we apparently care to acknowledge and do something about. I say both because you can recognize something all you want, but what difference does it make if you aren't going to do anything about it? The food we eat, the music we listen to, the phones we use, the social media outlets, the television shows, movies, athletes, so fourth and so on. Religion, racism, and everything else that you can think of are all causing toxins to be released into our brains and passed throughout our frequencies. I made the decision to do something about it. 

 No, the next day is not any easier than the last. In fact, most of the time I feel it honestly over time gets more difficult. The more conditioned we as a whole become, the harder it is to get people to see beyond anything washed over them at this time. It has gotten past a danger zone. The continuous struggle is real and over time I realize more and more just why you can not attempt to force your beliefs on to anyone. Even when people around me do follow suit of my newly found self-empowering actions they back away from the fire once they realize how hot it is. I was determined to achieve better. No matter how many times people try to deny themselves the truth, it will always come to the light. I just made the decision to work through the dark to get there instead of pretending to be something or someone that I'm not.

 The stages that I am currently in have a lot to do with my shadow or dark side. I know that may sound a bit scary, but once explained you will see it's all a part of what needs to be done in order to make necessary strides towards the recoveryI desire. Every one of us has characteristics or personality traits that we are not 1,000% pleased to share with another. None of us want to admit it, but that is neither here nor there. For example, I get extremely annoyed when someone doesn't reciprocate my efforts the way I feel they should. That is not something to necessarily be proud of because what if that is the best way they know how? Too many of us are afraid of what everyone else around us will think or have to say, but what if you weren't. What if you were able to openly and freely discuss your deepest darkest secrets or those things that make you who you are that you keep to yourself. The you that only you knows. The you that you attempt to run away from when you're standing in the mirror. I have decided to allow her to surface so that the "not so amazing" things and the great things can become one. 

 Things have gotten interesting for sure.
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